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"Bullied Boy"


Sim. Ressurgi com mais uma música original escrita por mim mesmo em um dia... é... difícil. Ela é uma das mais pessoais que já fiz - todas que faço têm um pouco de mim nelas, na verdade - e compartilhá-la com vocês seria difícil se eu não resolvesse colocá-la em O Curioso Caso de Daniel Boone. Espero que aproveitem ;)

5p.m.
I'm here on this bed
Legs tired and positioned in an uncommon way
Representing my state of mind on this day
Yeah, I think I'm feeling bad
And I wish it could be for the low grades on school
I wish it could be for the 100 times people made me a fool
But, no, the fucking reasons are very worse
Even my arms are cutted by their cruel force
Honestly, I don't know why I'm took for granted
I don't know what people see on me to make me feel scratched
Every single feeling of mine is putted every day on trash
They don't care 'bout what I wanna tell
They just care about make me not feel well
And, well, they make it all too well

You drive me insane, baby
Stop driving me insane, baby
You blow my mind, baby
Stop blowing my mind, baby
That's all I ask today
All I ask today
Please, stop fucking my life, baby
Please, stop

5:10p.m.
And now I'm here on this dark room
Which is not much darker than my soul
This is how it ends when love makes you a fool
This is how it ends when love makes your mind blow
I don't even have a chance to glow
To shine the lights I could put out
To be who I always wanted to be
'Cause you censore me every time I try
To express my feelings in order to set 'em free
I tried to get over that a thousand times
But you were always there to make me come back
I tried to move on without you a million times
But you suddenly started acting like a faithful lover to me
So then I falled back
Fuck you for censoring my personality
Fuck you for putting me down
I can't even try to get out of my misery
Your screams still push me to fall
I can't even express myself
'Cause I still hear you screaming with me
"Shut up and go fuck yourself"

You drive me insane, baby
Stop driving me insane, baby
You blow my mind, baby
Stop blowing my mind, baby
That's all I ask today
All I ask today
Please, stop fucking my life, baby
Please, stop

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"A Life Without You"

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